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In 2011, logical_nonsens resolves to...
Be nicer to mangosandtea.
Tell my family about drugs.
Drink four glasses of love every day.
Cut down on my laughing.
Lose ten pizzatarians by March.
Go to the dreams every month.
Get your own New Year's Resolutions:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. BUT PROBABLY NEVER WILL.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

1. Profound philosophical conversation.
2. intelligence
3. kittens !! !! !!
4. food?
5. Puppies !! !! !!
6. being on the same 'page' as me.
7. being humble and happy with oneself
8. occasionally being spontaneous with each other.

Pt. 2

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. BUT PROBABLY NEVER WILL.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.


1. I have 5 wisdom teeth(that still need to be removed).
2. I think my favorite fictional book might be The Last Unicorn, even though I hated the movie, to be honest.
3. My natural hair color is mousy blond.
4. I've never been in romantic (mutual) love.
5. When I was little, I thought that it was weird that we had to be stuck in bodies all our lives(human complex?).
6. When I meet an interesting and genuine person, I try my best to keep them in my life.
7. I fucking loooove trees!
8. I was a Seventh Adventist Day Christian from birth to about 13 years old. Now I'm on the border of Agnostic/Atheist. I'm getting very interested in Buddhism though(except for the reincarnation stuff).
9. I drink tea everyday.


What a boring list/im boring.


This song so hard right now. T&S always nail it.
As soon as I have my license and a job/saved up money, I'm packing up and leaving.

It really hurts to be second place according to your own flesh and blood. She won't even protect me from a dog that attacks me..

All my life, whenever I've had a serious concern I've been laughed at. Whenever I've had something to say the response is "You're just a kid and don't know anything lol"

No wonder why I've always allowed myself to be pushed around by my peers. Nothing I say is important. I don't deserve any reconition, apparently.

No wonder why I can't connect to people or show my emotions without being unstable.

Her insensitivity screwed me up over the years, and she brings along someone that's even worse than her?

I can live with or without you, preferably without you.

btw, if murder were legal, he'd been dead along time ago.
wth I never go on here anymore, except for communities. Sometimes.

Nothing really to say. Everything is just going together nicely this year, which is great, but not really exciting.

Getting some shrooms soon YEEEEEAAAAAAAH
My second interview at 24 Fitness is tomorrow afternoon. The job is going to be a challenge but I'm ready. I'm positive that it will build my confidence. The only problem is that it pays commission which I don't have much faith in during this economy.. Gah. I really hope I get into the census as well.

oh ate

2008 was certainly the most eventful year for me, oh yes. I've come across good and bad things and each have taught me so much. what is most apparent is this year was a year for character building for me. I have learned so much about myself and have changed for the better immensely. This year has damaged me so much! What a beautiful mess!

Halloween..

was very nice. I got drunk and made some friends. And I made out with some guy :x VERY unlike me since I normally avoid all male contact as much as possible. Alcohol, you bitch! I didn't have enough time to make my Old Gregg costume so I just wore some crappy Malice costume that made me look like a goffy French maid. I had fun though.

I was invited to another party tonight. I don't know if I'll go. Honestly, I much like the idea of curling up in my bed and reading about neurosociety instead. *nerd*
Carly came over this weekend and we had a wonderful time! Including going to a party for Anthony's birffday on a $2 million yacht. Sweet. And I got a surface piercing on my chest. Holly took pictures of the piercing process. LOTS OF BLOOD. Sweet. I like it so far. For me, it symbolizes my "center" and reminds me to remember my heart and meditation. I need something to remind me. It's easy to forget myself in this busy world. It's still sore now. It'll be about 4 months until it heals.

I'm hoping I'll get a job soon so I can get a membership at 24 fitness, cause Bally's sucks. I have some guest passes and have done some yoga. I really like it.

I don't feel right. Like I don't really exist, or shouldn't. I'm becoming more depressed. They increased my dose again. I haven't been happy in so long. I think I've only been genuinely happy once: when I worked in politics. I felt like I belonged to something for the first time. I don't feel like I'll ever be happy or love again.. Hmm.. :/


And I'm much less affectionate than I used to be. I've really distanced myself from people.

And:
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I also have some GORY pictures of the piercing process. I'll have them later.



It hurt so good. MADE ME FEEL REAAAAAAAAAAL.

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