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Carly came over this weekend and we had a wonderful time! Including going to a party for Anthony's birffday on a $2 million yacht. Sweet. And I got a surface piercing on my chest. Holly took pictures of the piercing process. LOTS OF BLOOD. Sweet. I like it so far. For me, it symbolizes my "center" and reminds me to remember my heart and meditation. I need something to remind me. It's easy to forget myself in this busy world. It's still sore now. It'll be about 4 months until it heals.

I'm hoping I'll get a job soon so I can get a membership at 24 fitness, cause Bally's sucks. I have some guest passes and have done some yoga. I really like it.

I don't feel right. Like I don't really exist, or shouldn't. I'm becoming more depressed. They increased my dose again. I haven't been happy in so long. I think I've only been genuinely happy once: when I worked in politics. I felt like I belonged to something for the first time. I don't feel like I'll ever be happy or love again.. Hmm.. :/


And I'm much less affectionate than I used to be. I've really distanced myself from people.

And:
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I also have some GORY pictures of the piercing process. I'll have them later.



It hurt so good. MADE ME FEEL REAAAAAAAAAAL.

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parabellum
Oct. 29th, 2008 05:18 am (UTC)
Wow, that looks pretty cool. It really fits your look. It`s subtle, but very aggressive. I`m jealous in a ``Ì want one,`` sort of way.

Sorry to hear you`re down. I know that shadow too well. Best regards.
logical_nonsens
Oct. 29th, 2008 10:49 pm (UTC)
Subtle, but aggressive. That's totally my style. Hmm, I might use that..
flaming_loffel
Oct. 29th, 2008 05:19 am (UTC)
I love yoga...

and the piercings are pretty damn awesome.
hypersurfaces
Oct. 29th, 2008 03:45 pm (UTC)
I want to see the gorey photos!
logical_nonsens
Oct. 29th, 2008 08:27 pm (UTC)
Soon.
otakumom
Oct. 29th, 2008 05:14 pm (UTC)
I don't wanna know.
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